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sandradeee (4/02/2009)
Sooz - I think your Dr was trying to be cruel to be kind. Being so young with a BMI of 59 he's probably concerned for your health but perhaps his bedside manner needs to be worked on as well.no he was just being an ***... i weighed about 75kg when this happened, and while yes I was overweight - I wasn't 'that' bad... it wasn't even the propper specialist... it was just whatever young med student that was working under him that day... and besides, tough love or not, doctors of all people should be the most supportive and willing to help you, not put you down, and make you feel like you're useless just cos you're fat
          
Date | Week | Loss | Current Weight | Total Lost | Date | Week | Loss | Current Weight | Total Lost | 18/01/09 | | | 149.1 kg | | | | | | | 24/01/09 | 1 | 2.7 | 146.4 kg | 2.7 kg | | | | | | 31/01/09 | 2 | +0.7 kg | 147.1 kg | 2.0 kg | | | | | | 07/02/09 | 3 | 2.4 kg | 144.7 kg | 4.4 kg | | | | | | 14/02/09 | 4 | DNW | | 4.4 kg | | | | | | 21/02/09 | 5 | 3.6 kg | 141.1 kg | 8.0 kg | | | | | |
 147kg ...... ......  60kg
     
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Sooz - I think your Dr was trying to be cruel to be kind. Being so young with a BMI of 59 he's probably concerned for your health but perhaps his bedside manner needs to be worked on as well.no he was just being an ***... i weighed about 75kg when this happened, and while yes I was overweight - I wasn't 'that' bad... it wasn't even the propper specialist... it was just whatever young med student that was working under him that day... and besides, tough love or not, doctors of all people should be the most supportive and willing to help you, not put you down, and make you feel like you're useless just cos you're fat I agree and personally don't think 75kgs is fat at all - I doubt you looked overweight at that weight and very surprised a Dr would make such a comment at 75kgs (what a dork). My Dr would be thrilled to bits if I was that weight - REALLY thrilled 
Mini Goal - 125kg by 29th April 29 April my birthday - 125kg? 22 April
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4 March 29 Feb 22 Feb 19 Feb 12 Feb 5 Feb - 137.1kg . . GOAL 95kg (size 16/18)
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I would give anything to be that size again (was a size 14 - 16)... I don't even remember what that feels like 
Date | Week | Loss | Current Weight | Total Lost | Date | Week | Loss | Current Weight | Total Lost | 18/01/09 | | | 149.1 kg | | | | | | | 24/01/09 | 1 | 2.7 | 146.4 kg | 2.7 kg | | | | | | 31/01/09 | 2 | +0.7 kg | 147.1 kg | 2.0 kg | | | | | | 07/02/09 | 3 | 2.4 kg | 144.7 kg | 4.4 kg | | | | | | 14/02/09 | 4 | DNW | | 4.4 kg | | | | | | 21/02/09 | 5 | 3.6 kg | 141.1 kg | 8.0 kg | | | | | |
147kg ...... ...... 60kg
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Ok, i'm posting my MASSIVE list - that's my pity party and then im done with it! But absolutley everything people have said on here so far i know the pain of!- I hate having to wear trackpants and my fiance's old shirts because nothing i own fits anymore
- I hate never being asked out with friends anymore
- I hate my worsening depression/BDD/Anxiety/agrophobia
- I hate thinking everyone is looking at me (they probably dont even see me!)
- I hate having to wear a stomach sucking singlet in under all my clothes
- I hate going into the shops to buy clothes to find i've gone up yet ANOTHER size
- I hate that i have to wait until there is noone around to sneak into the 'plus' or maternity sections
- I hate that my entire body is covered in stretchmarks - you name it, stomach, behind knees, on my upper arms, under arms, boobs, side ribs etc.
- I hate that i look like i've had kids when i havent
- I hate that we have been trying to have kids but because of my habits we cant concieve
- I hate that no matter what i do, i'm aware of my double chin, & i'm constantly sitting with my shirt under my lip to hide it
- I hate that my family always asks 'arent you hot' when im wearing jumpers in summer 'OF COURSE I'M HOT - but i'm trying to cover up myself for fear of your judgement
- I hate that i always have to act like i love the colour black - when i would love to wear something bright - it's just black is slimming
- I hate that im not even called 'a pretty face' anymore - now i'm just not called anything by anyone
- I hate that when i first lost my weight, everyone i knew told me how fat i 'used to be' but i'm bigger now then i was then - so they must think i'm huge!
- I hate looking forward to going out, but then i end up cancelling because there is always a crisis about nothing fitting me
- I hate that i cant be intimate as much as i'd like with my fiance as i'm so ashamed of how much i've let myself go
- I hate that i can't shave my legs as often as i would like because it exhausts me.
- I hate the physical pain im CONSTANTLY in. be it either, knees, ankles, back, neck
- I hate that my face is no longer recognizable - my eyes look so tiny surrounded by fat
- I hate seeing people i havent seen since i've put on weight, i can only imagine what they think.
- I hate that i can't cross my legs anymore
- I hate that i dont feel 'girly' anymore, i would love to have a wax, spray tan, but the girls that do it, intimidate me too much!
- I hate that i have so many things on this list - and i could add more!
But mostly, i hate how aware i am of all of this, and i let it continue for so long, i've wasted some of the best years of my life saying no for fear of other peoples comments - NO MORE! 
Mini Goal #2 - Lose 15kgs by 25/11/2009
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| Hello, Haha. That was very funny, but you raise some serious and relevant points. Good luck with your weight loss.
Goals:By Week 5 (14-5-09) be 80 Kg Status: By Week 10 (18-6-09) be 75 Kg Status:  By Week 15 (23-7-09) be 70 kg Staus: Brooke Davis (One Tree Hill) and Dean Winchester (Supernatural). I hate feeling like this. I'm so tired of trying to fight this.
I'm asleep and all i dream of is waking to you.
I hate living without you. Dead wrong to ever doubt you,
but my demons lay in waiting, tempting me away. 
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byebyerolls (6/05/2009)
I hate the fact that today I had to go and buy FAT PANTS from the big girls section of BIG W!!! I have resisted buying any new clothes besides trackies for at least 4 years (yes everything is falling apart) but I guess is was my way of denying that I am THAT big.I also hate that I am yet to control that emotional eating voice in my head that tells me 'eat and you will feel better', even when I am not hungry. It is a huge waste of money, embarrassing when the people at fast food restaurant drive through remember you from the day before and the day before that, and sets the absolute worst example to my children. SO WHY CAN'T I STOP DOING IT!!!! it seems we all go through the same things, hate the same things and share each other's joy when we no longer have to put up with it all. I love being part of this community even though I hate myself for being here! Support is very important!  Hi there I would like to actually commend you for buying 'fat pants'. No-one on the planet looks good or more likely feels good in trackies and you deserve to feel wonderful no matter what size you are while you reach your goals. ... and you will reach your goals :O)
Mini Goal - 125kg by 29th April 29 April my birthday - 125kg? 22 April
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4 March 29 Feb 22 Feb 19 Feb 12 Feb 5 Feb - 137.1kg . . GOAL 95kg (size 16/18)
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| I agree with everything everyone has said. what do I hate about being fat? I hate me. completley. full stop.
  Not Letting Myself Down Again.
Mini Goal-I have one month left of my course, I want to be at or below 75 by the time I graduate. 31/5/09= 87.4kg 7/6/09= 86kg 14/6/09= 84.6kg 21/6/09= 84kg 28/6/09= 83.2kg 6/7/09= 81.3kg 12/7/09= 81kg 22/7/09= 80.5kg 1/8/09= 78.4kg 8/8/09= 77.2kg 23/8/09= 76.0kg 6/10/09= 78.8kg
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d_eskimo (19/06/2009)
I agree with everything everyone has said. what do I hate about being fat? I hate me. completley. full stop. D eskimo - time to find some fab things about yourself. I bet there are loads! :O) Guess what, your 'now' weight was my goal, but that aside, there's more to you than the size of your butt I'm sure Dig deep and find all those fab things about yourself that you are grateful for. Good luck on your weightloss journey, but remember to love yourself in the process xx
Mini Goal - 125kg by 29th April 29 April my birthday - 125kg? 22 April
15 April
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25 March
18 March
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4 March 29 Feb 22 Feb 19 Feb 12 Feb 5 Feb - 137.1kg . . GOAL 95kg (size 16/18)
- a healthier, happier painfree sandradeee Overall Weightloss Ticker
Whatever Works - journey in pictures can be found here
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I hate everything about being fat that has already been said. I would like to add- Thinking that I compare to a close friend in size being maybe one size bigger than her, only to find out she is a size 14 (I'm a 20) and that of the last 15 kg she needs to lose to be her "goal" weight, 10kg of that are from her breasts which will be removed surgically in a breast reduction, and then realising the reason I thought that I wasn't that much bigger than her was because she wears non flattering tops than make her look much bigger.
- Telling said friend I weigh almost 140kg, and her not believing me because I "don't look that big, because that is a huge amount of weight"
- Reading this whole thread and realising that I agree with everything posted.
- Coming to the realisation that my weight is hurting my relationship with the best man I have ever met, and could potentially destroy it.
- Feeling bad for eating too much junk, and watching tv on the lounge all day. Then eating more junk until my stomach hurts from eating too much.
- Not feeling like it's worthwhile to put in the effort to get back on TF because I know that I will tell myself that it's ok to cheat a little bit each day to ease myself into it, until i eat 4 sandwiches on the second day then give up.
Date Started 1/04/2009
Starting Weight 137kg's
Current Weight 137kg's
First Goal Weight 120kg's
Reward New Bathers
Second Goal 100kg's
Reward Overlocker
Third Goal 80kg
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